Archive for June, 2003

24Jun03

Got this email today. Made me laugh. I think I may try some of these! 20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point Hair Dryer at Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don’t […]


23Jun03

Good mini-vacation! Nice to be away with Sarah and to just be…. Did a bit of interesting reading Sunday. Started with The Message (Romans), moved on to The Sacred and Profane: The Nature of Religion, by Mircea Eliade, then to Cogito, Ergo Sum: The Life of Rene Descartes, by Richard Watson , next I watched […]


20Jun03

I’m excited about our weekend! We’re headed to San Juan Capistrano, California for a mini-vacation! We need a retreat, a time away. We were supposed to go with Sarah’s staff to Disney’s California Adventure, but she got called in for Jury Duty (can you believe it!), maybe she’ll get done early and we’ll still be […]


18Jun03

*On the personal side of things – – – I have this gnawing sense of failure! I just can’t shake it. UGH!! I feel as though I’m just not good enough. I feel like I’ve failed and I’m a failure! There’s no good reason for feeling this way, and I know it’s a lie, but […]


10Jun03

Finals Week!!! Too much to do. Feeling better, received a lot of from good friends and understanding others.


06Jun03

Still feel pretty bad today, but not quite as bad. I feel like I smell like guilt – you know like after you eat a bunch of garlic and it just oozes out of your pores and no one wants to be around you cause you stink? That’s me. Is it possible to follow God […]


06Jun03

I feel horrible!!! Yuck!! I feel so terribly guilty – some of which I own (I made mistakes, sinned, fell short, and broke promises), some of which I’m trying not to own (that stuff of which I have no control – other people’s feelings, reactions, expectations). I’ve had to make some tough, hard decisions lately. […]